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Short Intermission

Journal Entry: Wed Oct 1, 2008, 2:49 AM
  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: Stronger - Daft Punk feat. Kayne West
  • Reading: Beta-Reader for many things
  • Watching: TV Stuff
  • Playing: SSBB
  • Eating: 'Bits and Bods'
  • Drinking: Black Tea with Milk or Milk
Before I start, I think I shall put this up:

No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Re-post this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin."

I found this in :iconmatharussia05: Journal.

Now...for other things.
I haven't been Online for almost two weeks. Maybe a few minute visits, but that is it.
I have been at the hospital and I stayed there, because of Blood Poisoning. I was there until Saturday and then they told me to go home. So I should be fine now.

Other than that, my mother wants me to do the Driving Licence now, because we really, really need it. Not only for Jobs, but also for getting to places. My courses are in the evening from 4Pm until 8 PM, meaning I will not be online then.
Other days I will have driving lessons in the morning or afternoon, so I am sorry if I couldn't or can't reply in the future.
I have many things going through my head now.

I hope you are all doing well,
~Angel

Another Lazy Sunday

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 21, 2008, 2:52 AM
  • Mood: Alienated
  • Listening to: Stronger - Daft Punk feat. Kayne West
  • Reading: Beta-Reader for many things
  • Watching: TV Stuff
  • Playing: SSBB
  • Eating: Loads of Stuff
  • Drinking: Black Tea with Milk or Milk
I guess boredom is something you genuine read about and then fall into the same ominous trap others do.
You read about boredom and then you get bored yourself the next day *hangs in the chair* I couldn't even be bothered to get dressed, though I still chased my cat off of my clothes. I really dislike it when she sleeps on them.

I hope the week which has passed was partly good for everyone. Some got ill, others got school and others had to work.
I just had to find a job and do some other random things. But I was very pleased about Wednesday. I had a job Interview. Even though he didn't give me the job, he is still willing to give the three of us (yes, that many) a chance.

So, tomorrow I have to go back to the AMS and state that I need to do a "Test Week". In this week I will see if I either dislike the job or love it enough to spend 12 hours working on it every day (except Monday).
And if anybody would like to know which job takes up such a tremendous amount of time, well it is:
A Pastry Cook or even known as Confectioner.

I wanted to work at the Airport, sadly my interests vary in so many ways. I like almost anything! I like to sell, like to paint, like to write, like to cook, like to serve, like to clean, like to travel, like to advice etc.
Almost any job would come in handy!
Yet I still have to figure out if it is the job I want. I would have rather worked as a Baker since I want my own Bakery one of these days. But that job was taken >.>

Besides that everything is going half ways decent.
I now know that you have to write "every time" separately and not together. I have finally managed to create three totally different Duel Monsters Decks with the help of a few people. I am going to write a fan fiction based on them, because I just feel like it...and I need to get the hang of writing again. And I think that was about it.

I shall now steal as many quizzes as possible to have fun with...or pass time with...etc *whistles*

Originally stolen from :icongraywolf009:
Seen on :iconmatharussia05: and :iconwh1sp3rz:
That basically means I cannot tag them...drat!

-1- What's your full name?
*eyes widen* Pedophile! *points at the quiz maker accusingly*

-2- What's your nickname?
San, Nugget, Angel, San-san, Prax, Sandy etc.

-3- When's your birthday?
Same day as Whispers, on the 16th of July.

-4- What's your favorite color?
Top of the pops is: Orange!
Fav Contrast is: White!
Others that I like are: Violet, Green, Yellow;

-5- What do you hate most?
Hate is such a strong word. I dislike a few things, but I don't really tend to hate anything.

-6- What do you love most?
My family, it always will be right at the top.
I am a family person.

-7- What are your favorite creatures?
Cats, Hounds, Stags, Polar-bears, Birds, Giraffes =D

-8- Do you watch cartoons?
Of course I do! I watch anything I want to watch and nobody can stop me >D

-9- What's the dumbest thing you've ever done?
Uh...I can't really remember. I do quite a few stupid things and others just tend to get forgotten. *shrugs* Sorry.

-10- Wow, you're pretty stupid...
Or course I am! Or I wouldn't be me!

-11- Which one of your characters do you like most?
Raishi and San are the best at the moment.
But I like the others just as much, even though a tiny bit less then the mentioned.

-12- Which one would you trash?
I do not trash them, I just forget about a few and remember them later...

-13- What would you do if someone stole your work?
Discuss it openly if that doesn't work I will Report them and if they still do it after getting banned *laughs evilly* you do NOT want to know.

-14- What are your views on online dating?
I do not care.

-15- What kind of people do you like?
I cannot specify what I do and don't like. My friends are all so different and unique that I guess I have quite a few kinds.


-16- Would you still be nice to a boring deviant?
Of course I would be nice, but I cannot run around a tree in circles for days on end. I would have to state the the truth in the end.

-17- What would you do if someone flamed you?
Depending on the flame I would either use the advice they gave me (no flame no gain XD ) or report them for spamming by Review Box.
If that doesn't work I just will have to ignore them.

NOW FOR YOUR CHARACTER:
San the Angel Fighter of Light

-Hi
GIVE ME A HUG! *hugs tightly while the quiz creator turns blue*

-What's your name?
San of course! *blinks* But some call me Element or Light so I guess those work too! ^.^

-How old are you?
Uh...human years or actual soul age?
Um...I guess the first, 20.

-Wow - you're tall for a '' not telling ''!
I am only 5'2 (162 cm) so...yeah, big isn't the word here.

-What species are you?
I am now an Angel Fighter. Though when I die that can change and I can become human, just to die and become an Angel Fighter again...*stops* oh, existence is just not fair T.T

-Are you male or female?
Female, but what is the difference again?

-If you had to chose just one place to live for the rest of your life, where would it be?
Crystal Valley, my ever lasting home.

-How creative do you think your human/creator is?
Eh...she is okay for a human individual.
*looks over her shoulder to see me cower in a corner*

-Could you describe your personality to us?
Hyper, clumsy, aggressive, bloodthirsty, naive, happy go lucky...the usual insane Angel Fighter.

-Hmm...Interesting...tell me your life story.
I am neither dead nor alive, so this cannot be my life story. Sorry.

-*snore*
*blinks* Hello? *waves hand and then starts to glare* How rude! *kicks quiz creator to the next planet* Humans...*stomps out*

-If there was any other character here on DA that you would do*wink wink* who would it be?
*stares blankly at the sentence*
*five hours pass* I don't get that...*tries to think harder*

-Are you planning on getting re-designed anytime soon?
Why? Should I?
*looks at creator who frantically waves a no*

-Good or Evil?
It depends on the way you look at us. Sometimes we can be your saviour, other times we can be your Reaper.

-OK so this quiz about your highness is over, any last words?
I think you are on our Death List *checks it* uh...darn, that is Yunei's job, I never get to have any fun! *pouts*

-18- Oh yeah, who are you going to tag?
The first who read this. *points at you*
If you have already done this then you don't have to. But mark my words, my page-views see all!

Saturday Magic and YuGiOh GX

Journal Entry: Sat Sep 13, 2008, 6:02 AM
  • Mood: Big Grin
  • Listening to: Katy Perry - I Kissed a Girl
  • Reading: Horrible History Books
  • Watching: The Escapist
  • Playing: SSBB
  • Eating: Cookies
  • Drinking: Black Tea with Milk or Milk
Greetings to anyone who stumbles upon this Journal and actually commentates about the rant I will write after the main phase!
...
Sorry for the sarcasm, but I enjoy it very much come to think of it.

*coughs* Anyway, I am glad that some of you managed to cross this. With school and all (or job) it must be pretty hard keeping track of all the messages you cannot answer. I sometimes wonder if dA has actually died or if it just pegged out from the lack of communication, but there are plenty of nice people out there who keep me company on MSN.
(Yes you Matt, you Eric and you Stephan...and occasionally Gess.)
Sadly my Internet likes to crash and burn at the moment (mostly in the evenings), because the day is so warm that Thunder Storms are a sure thing then. (Sorry for yesterday Matt T.T)

But I am glad to say that some of you do manage to pop on once in a while and every time I manage to see an Art picture posted I am glad to comment it, because it gives me something to do.
(Imagine me hugging your picture in sheer thankfulness now.)
I am awfully bored without any of you around and my fable to do pictures is reduced to a slither.
That is why I like Summer Holidays so much, I get to speak to you day in and day out without worrying if I get bored or not. I will miss those days with all of you *snivel*

Besides that, today was a very awkward day for a person like me. I flicked my eyes open this morning, dreaming a bit more about my Jolteon kicking somebody else's arse and then I suddenly thought: "Ya' know, cookies and milk would be cool roundabout now."
So I got up (with my cat, since she is actually not allowed on the bed), went straight down to the kitchen and started baking cookies.
Just so I could eat them...and have milk with them.
Mum ate some, I took some round to my Auntie and I am sure we will have enough dough goodness for the next upcoming six weeks.

This reminds me of the time when my Mum use to make some biscuits for me and the "Christkind" (Santa Clause for many out there). I usually ended up eating my share while my Auntie snuck up from behind our kitchen door, ringing the bell while stealing the biscuits and milk I had put there for the poor Christkind. No wonder she didn't want any during the day...but as a child, to see them gone, makes you feel happy and cheery. Loves those innocent child days! And then some spoiled rich brat had to make an indecent comment about it. Gah~ that was the day when I realized that Chriskind didn't actually exist. But it made me happy to think that he was eating them. Oh well...

Anyway...
To all of you out there who have school!
I am sure that all of you can manage perfectly well even if there is a slip or two in Marks. I know you can do it, so do you, so don't think otherwise or I will personally come and bake you some cakes! That way you just have to be happy! (Or sugar high)

For those who have jobs:
You are all awesome in them. I don't know one person on my friends list who isn't. It doesn't matter if it is a good day or a bad day in that certain type of job, but I know for a fact that anybody who thinks otherwise needs their head seen to.

~See you all later!

This is a YuGiOh GX rant, so you don't have to read it if you don't know anything about it. I am glad that you read the above!

Let me get this straight: I really like YuGiOh GX.
So it won't be a hate rant, it will be one about things they could have done better.

First of, I would have never watched or read it if :iconsinistrals: and :iconbasserick: hadn't made it all so darn interesting. I must thank those people, they gave me something to do and have fun with. Now I am into the cards as well, but I don't have the money to buy any at the moment, so I will have to make do with my favourite cards. *hugs her 'Little Chimera' card*

It all started out pretty normal. I began to watch the English Version, because the Japanese one wasn't easy to find for the first Season and I could have immediately murdered the Synchronise Speakers. They totally fucked it up!
Not even the jokes were funny! They seemed to have dragged the joke out by a leash and punched it so hard on the back head that is simply didn't want to be funny anymore.
So I had a hard time looking for the Japanese Version instead and...to my amazement...they made one hell of a good job of it!

After a while I began to casually go forth and the deeper the plot became, the more I felt drawn to watch every hour of my life. Though, like all good things, Seasons just tend to go two ways. A way up or a way down. This one went a long way down. I practically fumed at the last Season and the end half of the third season made me want to crawl in a corner and ask "why"?

Let me show you how I felt after watching the characters develop.

Judai Yuuki
The main protagonist in this series and my most favoured. He actually has all the charisma I would like to have. Judai doesn't care about any opinions, any ranks, any tests and loves to interact with many people...the talking kind of way. He makes a fair amount of friends and impresses quite a few people. With his 'open, go-lucky-be-happy, we can win everything' attitude he quickly opened the door to my 'like this character' safe and made him quite a pleasant change in all the 'we have to save the world' attitudes. Sadly he ended up being one in the end...as always. He is the main character after all.

In all the Seasons he ends up staying in the same Dorm - Osiris Red. The weakest of the bunch. Though it does amaze me that he declines a lot of ' Promotions' to higher classed Dorms, but as you can see, he doesn't care a jiffy about that. He beats many talented people in duels and ended up saving Duel Academy from the clutches of a mad man who tried to resurrect some kind of 'God Beasts' (that somewhat represent the three Egyptian God cards...the plonkers.). Now that was the First Season and it was the best of the bunch!

In the second Season (which I haven't quite finished watching all the episodes) he has to save the school once again. Satorius (I think) turns all the Students into his own and has so created the 'Association of Light' to do so. Until now I don't quite get the actual reasoning, but at the moment I enjoy watching it. As such I can't yet rank it, though I do know that Judai stays the same with his 'everything is possible' attitude and I must admit that rubs off.

Third season Judai has to save the school again (wow, what news...) and does so, yet leaving a new friend of his behind while doing so. After that he just turns EMO. And I must say there is something drastically wrong with that. A Happy-go-Lucky person like Judai doesn't turn EMO in like ten seconds of him returning to his actual world, I would have actually expected him to jump up and state that he will save his friend no matter the cost and that he will find out more about this Jubel Card he once possessed.

Now that would have been reasonable. But at that point I thought he would return to normal, that he would be the Happy person I learned to laugh at and adore. Hahaha *hear the sarcasm* he didn't. It surprised me though, due to all this magic stuff in this new world all Judai's friends started to feel doubt, guilt, rage etc. and in the end all this turned him into Supreme King Judai which would have been a pretty nifty thing if Judai would have been brainwashed. He wasn't though and I know that everybody has his or her dark side, but what the Fuck!!?? That wasn't a smart move Konami, no it wasn't. Judai isn't evil!
Now I see why Eric gave me the Manga to read. Way better and Judai is more mature as well.

Anyway, after his friends (at least the ones that weren't effected) save him he fights against Yubel and remembers that she was indeed his favourite card in the past, so he fused his soul with her so that they could be together forever. (Did I mention she had a weird obsession with Judai? No? Sorry about that...). Fine and good, since his attitude seemingly returned to the normal state at the end of the third Season. I wish it would have stayed that way.

Now he goes even more EMO and tries to leave the Island, because he was the cause of his friends fate in the other world. Now, if it would have been me, I would have ran away centuries ago and had wished for the school to go to hell, because I have no reason as to why I should save the world for them...that and I am a coward. Judai isn't, that is why I was so surprised that he didn't actually stay and face his problems like he usually did.
And people say that fan-fiction Authors turn the main characters into OOC. Now that is just what the actual story tellers did!

Anyway, right at the end, facing off with Yugi Judai's actual personality returns and he starts to travel the world. And I must say I am so thankful for that, because this EMO teenager started to tick me off. A) because it just wasn't in character for him and B) because most EMO people aren't like that! Even though I don't like labeling people who I don't specifically know, I seriously wonder where his EMO mind suddenly submerged from. Not from reality I can say at least that.

Now, there are many, many more characters out there in GX, but my hand fell asleep, so I will be updating this Journal a few times to add some specific info. Feel free to disagree or tell me otherwise. Just don't swear at me.

OH~ that reminds me, sorry for the swearing.

Rant, Rant, Rant - XD

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 8, 2008, 6:51 AM
  • Mood: Apprehensive
  • Listening to: Katy Perry - I Kissed a Girl
  • Reading: Horrible History Books
  • Watching: The Escapist
  • Playing: SSBB
  • Eating: Ice Cream
  • Drinking: Black Tea with Milk / Apple Juice
Before the Rant~

I will try not to swear! Seriously! I am not really the one who likes to write such iffy words onto a dA page (like before), but at some point I will surely start. So don't be mad at me, I will try to write clean and easy flowing.

~FanFiction
I really need to state this, because this certain subject just makes me go "Boom" at times.

I have read a few stories on fanfiction.net that don't seem to be the overly super doper types, but have a lot of potential in them.
Those stories are usually the first ones ever written by the Author, who is young, eager and very happy to finally show others what he or she can do.
Help is appreciated I guess and it is probably the most useful thing you, as a Writer, could do.

But what I have been noticing increasingly is that those people get flamed, harshly. Starters!
For Lords sake! Everybody has to start at one point! Nobody can be a Mister or Miss. Perfect!
So I will start to describe what I have found out there...on the Internet...I found quite a few down-puts for Author's who try to become good Writer's.

~OC FanFiction
I remember a time when the people wrote for fun and not for fame. One of those fun fictions (as I call them) are those where you insert yourself or a character you made for a certain type of Anime.

I see a lot of "OCx*insert Anime character*" fictions out there and I must say I enjoy them.
That is, because I do not really know the OC yet and I would like to learn more about her or him in the process of reading. The writing style is another unique thing. All Author's have different writing abilities. (Just like in Art.)
I don't mind if it is Romance. Sometimes I even look for those, because I feel all warm and fluffy, but it is hard finding a fiction that has been finished. (Or is barely passed the first chapter.)

I found out why some stop and some just get worse, I must admit if I had those flames I would run away and hide in a corner to afraid to show my face for another week. But that is me.

Some people hate the "OCxAnime Character" stories so much they bash everybody who even tries to pair their character with another. They flame and curse, not even trying to make it reasonable. it makes them look like spoiled children at times.

Now I will tell those Writers something: Some people like those kind of fictions, some like others, why can't people deal with that?
What is so hard about ignoring the things you don't want to read? Why read the darn fiction in the first place you wankers, that is what I think.

~Flames....

~Normal Flames
I have had a few of them, but not that overly many. They just state what they hate about your story and go so low as to calling you names and bitching about how much they would like to rip your tonsils out. Of course, a "Bitch" is a female dog and I will call a female dog like that, but I resent myself of calling a person by that name (out loud, I do think it at times).
They aren't as heavy as other flamers, but for a young Author this can be quite harsh. It might make them stop writing all together and that is something I really find a shame.

~"Family Flames"
Uh, this is a very mean one. If you have ever met this sort you will be already weeping in fear. Those people are like gangs, wandering around fiction pages to see if they can flame any unlucky soul around. Their targets mostly are OCxSonic or such fictions. Main reason: They support a coupling like SonicxAmy so much they must make every other persons life miserable who disagrees.

To make this clear, I like certain Couplings, but I don't go around page for page flaming and cursing at people to stop their 'utterly disgraceful' OC fictions, just because I support NamixSanji (One Piece). That is is just ignorant, selfish and very childish.
If you adore a certain Anime couple fine! If you find friends who do the same, fine with me. If you write about them, great, good luck!
But I will personally take a whisk and use it on your brain if you go around crushing other people's wishes further on. (That is their parents or siblings job!)
Or nuff' said: DEAL WITH IT! LIKE ANY OTHER responsible PERSON DOES! There are a mass of things out there which don't suit your liking and you deal with them. So do the same here you unthankful individual!

~Intelligent Flames
Very nasty ones. Those people tend to have a better vocabulary than you, so you have to take a peek at your dictionary after every second, flipping word! It gets annoying and in the end you just ignore them.
A good thing, but the Flamer will have the satisfaction of knowing you did not understand him or her. I read one of those flames once, thinking he was giving the author helpful hints. After looking up a few words I was practically murdering the scumbag on the spot. This was the girls first story! And he was already chopping her hands off mentally!
Either he had a very bad day or he was just looking for something to take the mic out of. And sadly, the latter is the most frequent one.

~Flamers Themselves
If you flame I would think that you would have the decency to at least use your real Username so I can contact you and ask why or what I could do against my mishaps.
But most people just make another new account so they can flame you with everything they have got.
As pathetic as that sounds, it is true.
I read a few flames and thought I should just check out their stories and see how well they wrote.
Fact was, they had no stories.
Flamers: 1
Reader: 0
Author: -1

Want an example? Good, here is one from fanfic net:
Let’s play a game, shall we? Yes? Fantastic.

This game is called “Things That Can Write Better Than You”. The rules are simple. Please correctly select which choice can write better than you:

A. My left testicle
B. A toilet-full of chunky diarrhea
C. An inbred midget clown who swims in choice B
D. All of the above

If you chose the correct answer, D, then you have won the following prize:

A spot in my coveted C2 “Stories A Turd Out of My ** Could Write Better” (which, strangely enough was not one of the choices). Don’t despair! Even if you didn’t choose correctly, I will be kind enough to give you that prize anyway. Who said I don’t have a heart?

Congratulations! Please continue to avoid the dictionary as if it were an oozing, pus-filled sore on an old hooker. And good grammar? Well, run away from it like it’s a festering syphilitic itch you just can’t scratch in public. Or in words you can understand: your fic sucks donkey balls, and that’s what you wanted me to think, right? Because otherwise, I’d have to believe this was an actual attempt at writing and laugh the crap right out of myself.


Of course, out of fairness I will not state who actually made an extra account with no stories and many swear words in their Profile to insult young Author's. That would be just mean. (Did I mention she hated OC's?)

And I found another person who seemed to be pretty reasonable at the beginning, but pretty blunt at the end. He or she didn't even have the guts to sign in while he or she flamed:

Jan:
Cut out the in text author's notes. Actually describe the characters instead in the actual story, since that's what the story is there for in the first place. Look at a real book. Do the authors do notes like that? No. Neither should you. It doesn't matter that this isn't a real book.


I can understand that part a little and he/she put it in a reasonable way, but the next thing flipped me over the corner of my chair!

That's basic writing sense. There are no girls in Ra or Osiris because only Obelisk as a dorm for them. Do you really think that the other characters would somehow be "off limits" for romance if they were all in Obelisk? You're only using it as a cheap device to pair them off, you know.

I do hope that what's her name isn't too disappointed when Bastion meets Taniya. Unless, of course, you're going to replace all of the plot with your characters standing around being awesome and saving the world with their pinky fingers while the real characters stand there with their jaws open wondering how they managed to do anything without these flawless people around to do all the work of saving the world for them.

I give you the idea of "write about people we actually care about, i.e., the ones from the show, instead of rehashing the first season."

But you won't take it, because you think your characters somehow deserve to be taken as seriously as the real ones.


Erm...did I mention some Grammar mistakes in this? No? Oh I am so sorry. *sarcasm*
But I hope a few of you understand what I mean. It is just not fair to the new Author or to a person who really wants to improve! And not even having the balls to use your own account just shows how pathetic this person really is.

I give you an Account example, because she doesn't care anyway: Fanfiction's Lawbreaker
She has some good points! But at the same time she fails to have the strength to acknowledge her own work as good. And by flaming others...eh, it just doesn't seem right.
Her Profile states!:
This is a sockpuppet account. I do not deny it. Tell me that if you knew who I was, you wouldn't scream and flail and try to flame all of my fanfic, just because I didn't give you a glowing review. Some of you might not. But there are some of you who would.

Law #1: Thou shalt not ever dare to use thy God-given brain to think critically about someone else's fanfiction. Not accepting every badly spelled word of the author as sacred fact is a sin and a crime against the author, who need not even begin to attempt to make sense. Sense itself is an offense against the author. Critical thinking shall be punished by the forcible removal of one's brain and the replacement of it with cotton, so that thou shalt henceforward review everything, no matter how crappy it is, with glowing praise. We wouldn't want the author to think they're not perfect, would we?

Law #2: Thou shalt instantly turn off thy brain the moment thou dost enter fandom. Thou hast no need for it. Again, thinking for thyself and in an independent, critical manner is an offense against all fandom. Thou must not do it. Therefore, prattle idiocy such as "don't like don't read" and "the fanfic doesn't have to be like the show" and produce moronic incestous mpreg and badly written fics of every pairing, type, plot, and genre without regards to the laws of good writing to thy heart's content.

So, I'm a lawbreaker, because I refuse to STOP THINKING just because I entered fandom.


She has some good Reviews and some hints and tips, but she largely degrees herself down. I bet she would be far smarter than that. But I guess frustration and rage builds. I know the feeling all to well and most people out there would agree with me.

~Yaoi/Yuri
Let me get this straight. I love a good fanfiction.
I often find one with slight malexmale thing implied in the theme. I don't care about that.
I even find great Art with such things implied and I just don't care, because I don't see them as that. It is all in the mind.

But what I really dislike is when other people try to lead you into a direction you just don't want to take. I am not a Yaoi Shipper, neither do I support Yuri to a level! I don't think Juudai and Johan (SonicxShadow, YugixYami etc) love each other in that sort of way and I will just scream out "Bloody Murder" if I read another male pregnancy warning in a story.
MEN CAN'T GET PREGNANT! If a woman changed her gender and kept her actual womb, well yes, then it is possible, but not in an Anime!
That is just *rips out hair* wrong!!!
I don't care if they make love in the moonlit night to each other, I just skip that part, because I don't want to read it!

Otherwise, feel free to pair up who you wish. Just don't write or draw about such things, please!

Anyway, the List might get longer. Feel free to stomp me into the ground. I will only flip back up.
I probably made some of my own mistakes since my rage meter has slowly reached its max.
Your outlook on this is really important to me, it would be kind of anybody to add their suggestions or believes.
~Angel

Feeling Awkward / Excited

Journal Entry: Wed Sep 3, 2008, 7:12 AM
  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Listening to: Katy Perry - I Kissed a Girl
  • Reading: Horrible History Books
  • Watching: The Escapist
  • Playing: SSBB
  • Eating: Toast
  • Drinking: Black Tea with Milk
A Little Rant and some important info.

BLARG!!!!!!!
Who knew that getting a job would be so darn difficult! Especially finding one that suits your personal Data and Reference!
Now I know why my Cousin has to do all these courses and all that training. So he can at least get a decent job with a 100% success!
He has been waiting for 3 years to get a job. My other Cousin who is 28 years now went to Cambridge University and it took him 1 year to find something half ways okay!

Seriously, what is with this "you need experience for this job" thing?!
Not everybody has experience! Some need to learn for Christ's sake! I can't be a pro from the very start now can I?

Anyway...I have been feeling quite ill the last couple of days and I was pretty sick this morning around 5 or 6. I guess something that I had eaten didn't agree with me. My own fault.
So there is me here, eating toast at 4 in the afternoon, because I didn't dare eat anything...now I will see if it stays down or not. (I so hope it does >.< )

Tomorrow we me and my Mum will be going to Imst. Since I am no longer a student I will have to pay for my own insurence. We wanted to go yesterday, but I felt pretty bad and the day before that we didn't think of such things XD
My first try at sorting out personal problems...
A taste of adulthood...
Well, it is quite a bitter taste. Now I know why people prefer to be children. They have less worries and more fun.

Now for something more fun!
:iconwh1sp3rz: did a quiz yesterday (or today) and I thought it would be cool to do the same Quiz as well. There will be a few people mentioned, so be on the lookout =D

1. Choose 10 of your closest friends on dA (you don't have to know them in RL).
2. List them down in no order.
3. Write a paragraph explaining what you like about them.
4. Post your favourite of their deviations below.


**The 10 people who you listed down must now do this in their journal**

1] Whispers --> UL above
Since she mentioned me first, I guess I will
return the favour ^^

Whispers is cool.
Not only does she have a strong bond with what she believes in, but she also has a very compassionate heart.
Her own unique Art style is very cute and the way she describes things can be compared to no other.
I can state that I admire her at times, because of her very own qualities and I am glad that she still is one of my closest friends. Thanks a bunch for all the happy hours we could spend together~
It was fun.

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2] Karo --> :iconmatharussia05:

A very open minded person and a very friendly girl indeed. She has so many interests and shares them out equally under her dA friends. Loads of people like her and she does the most hilarious things.
Her own, personal stories are so great and her fan characters have developed quite a but during the many, many years.
I love her way to write such long and precise Chapters, she makes them so interesting.
You Rock girl!

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3] Stephan / Joe --> :icon9mal:

Haha. A very funny person and a good listener. Sometimes I wonder how he can put up with all my mood swings XD I am so mean to him at times. Poor Joe~ T.T
He is a very good comic maker and has the most fabulous ideas! The way his thoughts cross with different ideas is something nobody else will ever have! We all Love you Stephan =D

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4] Hiroko --> :iconhirokothehedgehog:

I haven't known her for such a long time. Maybe a month or so, but she is class. She has a very forgiving nature and only wishes for the best. A trait most people have lost due to their harsh insight on life. Everybody could cut themselves a piece of her happy personality, she has such a warm heart.
You are just great Hiroko~

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5] Liz --> :iconliz-sama:

Where to start? She is creative, a good thinker and has great stories! Her characters rock my socks and the way she writers her Poem's is beyond what I could ever do.
She strives to be a great Author one of these days and with her ideas she will pretty well make it that far with ease. She is just that great!
You have an awesome mind Liz, keep it that way!

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6] Bincy --> :iconmigido667:

She want to school with me =D
We didn't see each other that often, but her Art fascinated me. She was never really happy with what she drew and I could only wish to be as good as she is with the animal proportions and looks.
She has some pretty nifty ideas and takes nothing from no one. She is very tough, but oh so friendly with most of her friends.
You are just cool Bincy, so cool!!!

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7] Kath --> :iconregenblau:

She is a very trustworthy person in my eyes. Always funny and always sarcastic at the same time. I just do not know how she does it.
She mostly things of the now and here, something I wish I could do XD and her main goal is fun.
She always states that she isn't intelligent enough for some school stuff, but she manages to pull off with a B (Note 2) in her BWL exam!
Yes Kath! This will haunt you until the day I or you die! Muahaahaha!
You are just class and so cunning!

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8] Gess / Jess --> :iconwiwi-b2m:

Oh~ she is such a hard working person, so friendly and yet so sad at times, I wish I could just hug her at those days. She is the sweet kind of human that loves to chat with dear friends, but would like to hide from others. (Know the feeling.)
But you are great the way you are and I think many people would agree =D
Just stick to your path, it doesn't matter which one you take, because you are just that awesome.

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9] Sarah --> :icongraywolf009:

I haven't been talking with her in a while and I am starting to miss that T.T
She is a very outgoing person with many talents and a huge heart. Sometimes I wonder if I ever deserved such a happy friend, because she makes me happy whenever we talk.
A good thing =D I just hope you return soon so we can chat to each other again, like in old times!
You are just that marvellous.

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10] Erick --> :iconbasserick:

He seems to be such a cool person.
I just met him like...a few weeks ago or even only one week ago! And he already seems pretty open minded! He is the first person ever to be so kind to me from the start and his Gallery is just jammed packed with great Art!
He has such a big talent, I wish I could draw like him! (and Digitally colour like him.)
I hope we get to know each other better, you are probably a wonderful friend =D and an awesome person to have around!

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Why four here? Because I love so many of his pictures XD

Add one in!
11] Kitty --> :iconmustlovecp9:

Think I would forget about you, didn't you Larina?
Haha! Never!!!!!
She is one very hyper person and looks at the world with open arms (in my eyes). She has one big family and a very good hand at Art. Her character Kitty is so cool and the way she designs things unique.
We all love you dearly Larina, never ever change!

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You all are such wonderful people. I am really glad that I was allowed to meet you.

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